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How to balance a checkbook

why is this on my dash. what the fuck im not 40 

Honestly you should start doing this when you start working.

^ Truth. Especially when you get your own place, a job and a personal bank account.

This is the best powerpoint I’ve seen on Tumblr.

people just dont appreciate quality shit nowadays

It really does scare to to think about the future. Within the next year I have to decided what I want to do with my life and I have to decided if I am going to stop playing the game I love so very much. This scares me. I know either way I am going to have regrets as much as I don’t want to.
But to pick what is best for me at this part is hard, because I have no idea what that is. People assume I have everything in order, that is what is funny. I do well in school, I keep my emotions put together for the most part, but it’s all a show, and people just laugh well I say that. But it’s the truth. I know people say that at 21 your not supposed to know what to do, but at this point I really need to know.
I’ve sacrificed so much for this journey with soccer. I love the game, but it have missed out on so many other overt unities that have come up due to the time commitment. I want to be independent, I want to work and raise some money so I don’t have to worry about my parents money, but I don’t have time… Not with soccer. I barley have time for myself anymore. I spent half of the term wanting to cry because I didn’t have enough time to commit myself to fully diving into the work that was given to me and that reflected in my grades, b+ and b-. The only way I got through it was talking to Joe and us just being able to lean on each other because we are both expire ding this at the same time. I know it will get better now that I have more time but I’m also taking another class that I didn’t take last quarter. I’m going to be so tired, but I have to keep it together.
I really just need to talk it through with someone, anyone really. But I know I am the one that needs to figure this out. I just don’t know….